As I committed, I will extend the time for finding your incompletions till tomorrow. Means, till the USA Monday morning, for USA Monday morning. Then it may be only on Tuesday (India time) I will be able to lead you to start the Completion process, because I gave a word I will extend the time, helping you all to discover your incompletions.
Please listen! The first and foremost incompletion you develop is, identifying you with a small boundary. Please listen, ‘identifying you with a small boundary’. The first and foremost incompletion you experience in your life is identifying you with a small boundary. Just see, what you feel about yourself in your dreams, early morning when you wake up, or your default idea about you.
Understand, please listen! Your altered idea about you will never be accepted as you, by the people around you. Your teamily, team + family = teamily. Your teamily is intelligent enough to recognize your default identity, and it will never, ever accept your altered identity as you, because, twenty-four hours you will not be able to hold on to your altered identity, you will fall back on your default identity.
So, please understand, the only way to get rid of the default identity is: first, recognizing that it is not your true identity; second, completing it. Alternative identity is not transformed identity. Alternative identity is not authentic identity. Just see: What is your default identity? You will see that frightened child, that terrorized child, all the time waiting to get tired, waiting to get bored, waiting to give up, already planning to break. When you start the business, already your default plan is, ‘If it collapses and I go bankrupt, what should I do?’ When you tie the knot for marriage itself, you think, ‘If the marriage breaks and ends up in divorce, what should I do?’ Everything, while you are starting itself.
Please listen! I am not saying don’t be careful. I am only saying, don’t be foolish. This carefulness of a frightened child is nothing but not even getting out of your cradle! From cradle, you directly want to jump into the grave; you don’t want anything between the cradle and the grave. If both can be two-in-one, you will be more happy! Complete that frightened child inside. Actually, if you talk to your teamily and ask the help of your teamily to identify your incompletions and inauthenticities…. Actually, the teamily can suggest only your inauthenticity; you only can find the root of incompletions based on the inauthenticity input. Please understand, identifying your incompletions based on the input from your teamily about your inauthenticity is what I describe, what I define in Sanskrit as “Aanava”, “AanorBhaavaha”. Means, the feeling of “belittled”. Not, being little; belittled! Being can never be little! Feeling belittled. “Aanava”, “Aanorbhaavaha”!
Please understand; the word “Aanava”, we always have a wrong meaning. We portray Ravana, or Hiranya, Hiranyaksha, Kamsa, Sishubala, to portray “Aanava”. No! Understand, of course, they are all embodiments of “Aanava”, no doubt, but not the context from which you understand. You always think “Aanava” means showing more than what you are. But “Aanava” means, “feeling lower than what you are”. Only thenyou start showing more than what you are. Feeling belittled! Please understand, there is a big difference between these two. If you understand “Aanava” as showing more than what you are, you will start doing completely wrong exercise, trying to show yourself as very humble.
I have seen in my life, these so-called humble people are the most poisonous fellows on Planet Earth! They are the most dangerous people on Planet Earth! Just to prove they are humble, they will do any nonsense! “Aanorbhaava”! The so-called humble people are the worst criminals, poisonous people, understand?
Humility is not thinking less about you, it is thinking about you less! Humility is not thinking less about you, it is thinking about you less! Whether you identify yourself as bigger or smaller, thinking less about it, is humility. Means, humility is all about the quantity of time you spend on you, not about the quality of time you spend on you. Understand, humility is all about the quantity of time you spend on you. I am defining humility. Understand, when you take the help of your teamily, when they suggest all your inauthenticities, you tracking the origin of those inauthenticities in you, discovering those incompletions, is what I call the process of discovering “Aanava”, “Aanorbhaavaha-Aanava”.
In the great tradition of Shaivism, “Aanava” is the original sin; that is the first separator of you and Pashupathi, Mahadeva – Shiva. The “Aanava” – means: feeling of belittled – feeling of belittled is the first separator that first separates you and Mahadeva. “The original substance of Existence”, that is the definition I want to give for Mahadeva. The original substance of Existence!
Listen! The “Aanava” cannot be identified just by you alone, nor can it be identified only by people around you. When there is co-operation between the people around you and you, you discover “Aanava”, understand? Only people around you, if just they point out your incompletion without your co-operation, it will only lead to more and more pain, suffering, fight incompletion. The people around your teamily – should have tremendous understanding about the possibility of you and help you to identify your incompletions by pointing out your inauthenticities.
Understand, I am defining the whole process:
First thing, you clearly pen down your authentic identity – what is your inner-image, outer-image, life-image, and others-image. You pen down properly and declare it to your teamily.
Let your teamily pinpoint all the inauthenticities you are having, why you are not able to achieve your authentic identity. When your teamily points out your inauthenticities, don’t fall into incompletion.
Now, take those inauthenticities and start looking into the origins of those inauthenticities in you. If your teamily says, you don’t have love or compassion or trust, don’t fall into incompletion. You are not a failure. You might have failed, but you are not a failure! Understand, you might have failed from your birth, but you are not a failure, because, you have a Consciousness which is born. Consciousness can never be a failure!
Listen! When your teamily points out, you don’t have love, trust, compassion, look back when the feeling belittled has started in you….feeling small, feeling belittled, the fear, powerlessness, when that started in you. Catch when that “Aanava” has started growing in you. “Aanava”, I think, I can say, it is one of the best, beautiful words to describe the true happening of feeling belittled, because, only when you feel belittled, you show you are big, you try to belittle others! When you track back, when you trace back when you started feeling belittled first, come up with all the incidents when the pattern started and how you built that pattern, you will see it will not be more than fifteen paise worth! You would have started feeling belittled when your brother snatched three candies from you. With that feeling belittled, you gave up your Shivahood itself! You have not lost just three candies; because you decide to carry on that feeling belittled, you lost your Shivahood itself! See when you started building that feeling belittled.
Please understand, why I am continuously expanding on incompletion so elaborately; because I want each one of you to identify all the incompletions. See, if you identify, burning is my work. See, I am like a garbage-lorry owner; I clean all your garbage. But, you have to leave it outside your house. I cannot come inside your house and take it. If I come inside your house and take it, you say I am a thief! You have to separate what is the garbage; what is your belonging. So, you have to separate what is the incompletion and what is you. You cannot say, ‘No, no, you yourself come and separate and take it and go’; because you are such a cunning fellow, if I enter your house and I myself start dividing you, you will say, ‘Oh, I think this fellow wants my furniture! That is why he says this is my garbage!’ Anything I tell is not yours; you think it is useful for me! And you are so strongly associated with your belongings, you are so attached to them, you forget you gave permission for me to come in and separate your incompletions and completion, separate your garbage and you! And you forget and start shouting at me, ‘Hey, like a thief you have come inside to steal my items, my life, my belongings!’
Human-beings are the most dangerous species to work with, baba! No other species cause so much of destruction to all the planets happened! No other planet, Mahadeva has to visit so many times taking human incarnation than this Planet Earth! Because, see there are some kids who are polite, nice; you leave them in one room. There are some kids who will make hell, every five minutes ou have to enter into that room and see. Even if there is no sound from that room, you need to just enter in and see. So, this planet earth is like that. Constantly, you have to peep in and see, ‘What these fellows are doing?’
Only after the “Aanava”, feeling belittled the Karma and Maya, the Karma and Maya starts acting upon you, starts working on you. Please understand, on a stone, a seed cannot grow. If there is no “Aanava”, Karma and Maya cannot grow. Only a fertile land can allow the seeds to grow. So, only if you are fertile with “Aanava”, Kanma and Maya – incompletion and delusion – can grow. If you complete with this “Aanava”, means feeling belittled, the incompletions called “Karma”, and delusion called “Maya” will simply disappear! They will not be having any power over you. The “Pashu” will merge into “Pathi”, and “Pashupathi” will happen!
“Aanava”, feeling belittled! This “Aanava”, feeling belittled, is what you need to trace down by the help of your teamily. Your teamily, when they point out your inauthenticities, start tracing back, tracking back; when those incompletions started. See, the incompletions is a pattern which causes inauthenticity. Track down, trace back the incidents, incompletions you started building in you which is responsible for your inauthenticity. When you track them down, when you trace them back, you will understand the source of “Aanava”, how you started allowing, entertaining “Aanava”, the feeling of belittled. The feeling of belittled, when it makes you to belittle others, the “Aanava” has ripe’d into a complete double-edged sword. “Aanava” has reached its peak when feeling belittled, makes you belittle others. Do not think, “belittling others is Aanava, if you think in that way, you will never get out of Aanava”.
Please understand, many people behave in a very humble way to showcase they are humble. I have seen some of the political leaders doing stunt. They try to show they travel in public transport, train, auto-rickshaw, public transport. But, for those fellows to maintain their humbleness, the amount of Government money that is lost! Have the right understanding about “Aanava”. Feeling belittled, making you make others feel belittled. When you feel you are little, when you feel you are belittled, when you feel you are small, you will try to make everyone feel as small by showing you as big. Of course, this all happens only in India! These fellows catch the auto-rickshaw in the street, or catch the local bus to go to the airport to catch the private jet!HAHAHAHA! From airport to airport it is private jet! But till the airport, only it is by auto-rickshaw. All this foolishness happens only in India! I don’t want to name anyone, because I never made any political statement till now (laugh by swamiji).
I will repeat the instructions:
Take the help of your teamily. Ask them to help you to find your inauthenticities. Whatever they think as your inauthenticity, take their input.
Then, you sit. Only you can track down, trace back the source of those patterns in you which started in you as “Aanava”, feeling belittled.
Start penning down for the next few days. Till Tuesday morning satsangh (India time), I will continue to guide all of you to discover various incompletions, “Aanava”, Karma and Maya. “Aanava”, feeling belittled, “AanorBhaavaha”, Karma, incompletion in your thinking, speech and actions, Maya – delusion – means, you yourself start believing the lies you start telling others. That is Maya. I have seen some of these fellows who are in the marketing department, constantly marketing to others, they themselves are believing! Your real swaroopa has to be Jnaana, not Ajnaana! Your swaroopa should be Jnaana, not Ajnaana, delusion! It should be JnanaSwaroopa, not AjnaanaSwaroopa! AjnaanaSwaroopa means, what you go on marketing to others you also start believing! What you show as advertisement, marketing to others, you start believing that! You start showing the advertisement to your Producer itself! That is ‘AjnaanaSwaroopa’. You have to complete with that and become ‘JnaanaSwaroopa’. Your advertisements are okay, your trailers are okay to tell the people to see the movie, buy the product. But you should not run your trailer to the Producer itself! You should not run your advertisement to your Producer itself! Then you become ‘Ajnaana’!