Let me share with you some very important truths. If you take decisions consciously, you will never have any stress. Stress happens only when you take decisions unconsciously, when engrams interfere with your decision making. If things are straightforward, you can take thousands of decisions and be completely relaxed. Your life will flow, just like a river! But if you are filled with engrams, even after taking two or three decisions, you will be completely tired. You don’t even have to work, just sit in your chair and think about work, and within half an hour, you will have shoulder pain! This means you are caught with engrams. They do not allow you to take decisions.
If you are continuously deciding without any clarity, and you sit in the leader’s chair, please be very clear, not only will you be suffering, you will be torturing others also!
When the file takes a quantum leap from the mind, each engram writes its opinion on the file! The more the number of engrams, the more the number of decisions, so when the file reaches the ego, it is completely confused! When three hundred opinions are there on that file, what decision will you take! Your ego says ‘Just do whatever you want, just leave me!’ You don’t have any patience to take any decision and decisions are taken in a very haphazard way, without any clarity. If you are continuously deciding without any clarity, and you sit in the leader’s chair, please be very clear, not only will you be suffering, you will be torturing others also!
Only a man who is aware of his being can achieve leader consciousness.
Everyone is a leader in some way or the other. Either you are the leader of your team or you are the leader of your house. In some way or the other, every one of us is a leader. A person who is caught by engrams, who is always suffering with engraved memories, can never relax or have a vacation. You can see in your life, early in the morning when you get up and go from your bed to the bathroom, you are brushing your teeth but your mind is already in the office! If you are sitting in the office, the mind is already in the evening at the beach. When you are sitting in the beach and relaxing, your mind is already in the house. One thing is for sure, if your body is here, your mind is not here! You don’t stay in the place that your body is. You are constantly somewhere else.
I always tell people, if you are sitting in the house and worrying, it is working from home! If you are sitting in the office and worrying, you are doing your job. If you are sitting in the beach and worrying, you are having a vacation, that’s all! The places may be different, but the mental setup is the same! A person filled with engrams can never relax. If a person is not in a relaxed state of mind, how can we expect creativity or unbiased decision-making? One who is caught up in his engrams can neither have a vacation, nor can he live his life completely. Vacation or work, living or leaving, are both directly related to your consciousness. It is not related to what you are doing, it is related to your being. Only a man who is aware of his being can achieve leader consciousness.
source: Living Enlightenment