As a descendant of Mahadeva, I bless you all on this auspicious Mahashivaratri, let this night Awaken all of you.
I welcome everyone sitting with us on this auspicious night of Shivaratri. Shiva means causeless auspiciousness. This Cosmos is a reasonless, continuous auspiciousness; it is Nithya Mangalatva for no reason, eternal auspiciousness without any reason, causelessly. On this auspicious day, I wanted to share directly something I heard directly from Arunagiri Yogishwara with all of you as Maha Shivaratri’s message.
The physiological, psychological, neurological ups and downs you go through, perceptions and experiences you have — is NOT you. The real intention you carry about what you want to become that IS you. Understand, suddenly last few days, continuously this message was going on in my system even in the Conquering Time workshop I was sharing this message. Only today I realized Mahadeva wants this as this Shivaratri message.
Listen carefully, whatever intention you have, that you want to become, that is YOU, other than that psychological, physiological, neurological, experience, perception you go through— is NOT you.
If you feel depressed about your body, and your mind, and about yourself or if you feel excited, elated about your body, your mind and about you, whether depression or excitement, nothing is YOU. Nothing is YOU. When Arunagiri Yogishwara [incarnation of Shiva who appeared to Nithyananda in his childhood] shared these words with me, the way it entered into my system, they way it became part of my cognition, the way it became part of my reality — from that day never physiological, psychological, neurological, ups and downs can bind me in any way.
Listen to this truth and contemplate on it. I will support you to experience that as reality.
I still remember He [Arunagiri Yogishwara] was sitting in this very posture, Sukhasana, having hand on my shoulder, and said ….. uttered the exact words He uttered in Tamil. I know for sure if you are a Tamilian you cannot understand this language, because it is classical Tamil.
I asked Him, “Then what is me?”
He put the next question, “What do you want to become?”
Small boy, I just stretched my chest in a wide way and put both my hands on the hip and said, “SADĀSHIVA”.
Whatever I heard from the temple lectures, satsangs, books, that is what I know as ultimate. So I put both my hands on the hip and said, looking into His both eyes and said, “SADĀSHIVA”; and already His hand was on my shoulder. The one more reason I put both my hands on my hip, I just want to give Him more space, that He will not take His hands off—His hands will rest comfortably on my shoulder. I was so much in love with Him. I will not miss a chance to have His touch, whether He touches me or I get a chance to touch Him. Already His hand was on my shoulder, He [Arunagiri Yogishwara] said – “YOU ARE THAT”.
It was so clear; I can see it’s directly from His third eye to my third eye. There was no questions, doubts after that. He Himself explained – “Your intention is the only living mechanism in you. Agneya – means, your intention only is you. Your intention, what you want to be is only God in you. Your intention is the only living mechanism in you, other than your intention, everything else is matter in you, because of that matter cannot disturb your intention, which is you, you cannot be controlled, affected by the matters in you.
Meditate. Don’t think it will take a long time to realize this Truth. No. I did not put all of my self-effort and realize this Truth. I got it as a gift. So I commit with you guys– I will give it as a gift to all of you. Ultimately I received it as gift, because I received as a gift, I am bound to give it as a gift—that is the way I show gratitude to my Gurus.
Understand, I will support you in every possible way for you to realize this Truth. Decide from now, declare it to yourself and others, declare it to yourself and your teamily — I AM JUST MY INTENTION TO BE. Other than my intention to be, no other experience, psychological, physiological, neurological – whether my experience is – I have a body or I don’t have a body; or the life is blessing or the life is a curse or excited about my identity or depressed about my identity — that is NOT me. That cannot touch my Intention of WHAT I WANT TO BE—because my intention is living but the physiological, psychological, neurological effects are non-living entities. Non-living cannot bring suffering, cannot affect something, which is LIVING, non-living cannot affect something, which is LIVING.
Declare your intention of what you want to be. Other than that, no other physiological, psychological, neurological experience is real for you.
Whether it is depression, tipression or kupression, I have a three different definitions of depression. Depression – a high-class society which has almost everything, but going to a psychiatrist is a fashion, because it is a fashion, you need to go. This group is what I call depression. Tipression, after sometime even though you started going to psychiatrist as a fashion, after sometime he convinced you and you convinced yourself you are depressed and nothing can be done about it, that is tipression. Kupression means you decide you don’t want to do anything about it.
The father of ADHD disease in his deathbed he gives a confession that the whole ADHD is a hoax. I tell you the whole Freudian itself is a fraud! Father of ADHD admits it was a fictitious disease, hoax.
I tell you, one of the worst thing told to humanity is — their physiological, psychological, neurological ups and downs need to be taken seriously. That is the worst lie told to human beings.
Somebody was telling me soon even the fresh air will not even be freely available, because our grandfathers never believed water will become commodity. Our grandfathers would have never believed water would not be available freely for our drinking. Now we are seeing it. It is no more a right. Maybe there will be some time air will not be a birth-right, fresh air may no more be a right for us. I tell you the day psychiatric lies are spread, the day the most stupid, unscientific, illogical, stupid, un-researched, vested interests, theories and ideas about your psychological, physiological, neurological ups and downs have started spreading in human society—when those ideas have been spread purposely on the planet Earth, your life itself is not available to you freely anymore. Just to exist you have to pay tax to psychiatrist.
I tell you, this one truth, this one truth, the strength it can infuse into your intention. The strength it can inject in your intention, the strength it can awaken in your intention. You will simply see the physiological, psychological, neurological ups and downs are not you. Actually, to make you understand, only you have been asked to remain awake whole night, because one night if you remain awake you will go through all physiological, psychological, neurological ups and downs, you will realize it is not you. To give you the glimpse of that, which is beyond the physiological, psychological, neurological ups and downs that is the purpose, you have been asked to remain awake on this Shivaratri day. It is a most powerful spiritual technique to experience the power of your intention. You are nothing other than your intention, which is your life, which is God particle in you.
Declare today, put a board in your bedroom; or even outside of the house if you are courageous enough, let all your friends, family, everybody know—if you are keeping inside you, you will forget. Only if you declare it with everyone who lives with you, you won’t forget, because big chunk of you is living with the people with whom you are living. You are not completely living with you; a big chunk of you is living with the people with whom you are living. You are not completely living with you; a big chunk of you is living with the people with whom you are living. So declare it. Put it as a Facebook status. Put it in your Twitter; I am my intention to be anything other than that I experience; physiologically, psychologically, neurologically, that is not me, that has no power over me. Declare it to yourself, declare it to the people who are living with you; your team your family, that is what I call teamily. Team and family put together, teamily. Declare it. The moment you declare courageously, now you are responsibility to uphold it, you are responsible to live it, even if you miss, everyone around you will remind you. Even if they remind you for the sake of teasing, it’s ok, they will remind you, they will remind you. That is the best way, you can go on remembering.
Understand, nothing else is required other than simple remembrance to make this into reality for you– smaranāt mukti – remembrance liberates. I tell you, only for few days, you need to even remember, then it will become your simple cognition. It’ll just become your simple cognition. You are what you intend to BE, other than that, all other physiological, psychological, neurological, ups and downs are not you. I tell you, with this one truth, even your death will be just opening into other space. If you don’t have this one Truth as your cognition, every moment, even your life you will be going through so much of pain and suffering much worse than death. A simple psychological imbalance you will be facing death.
Please understand, this is the 1st initiation I received from Arunagiri Yogishwara. This is the 1st initiation I received from Arunagiri Yogishwara. The 1st initiation I received from my left shoulder, where His hands were, that is where His hands were, when He told me that; YOU ARE THAT! It was with a tremendous friendliness, even though the Truth which I felt coming from His third eye to my third eye it was with tremendous friendliness told to me, with that very space. Understand, Arunagiri Yogishwara is not bound to one form, or one body, He is a powerful space, assumes body whenever He wants. I’ve experienced that space, I am experiencing that space — with that right I bless your all and initiate all of you.
Take this one truth as Shivaratri initiation. Go on digesting, applying it in your every moment, sometimes even your pencil breaks, you will start thinking, “Oh I think today is a bad day; even my pencil is not cooperating.” Even those small moments, remember, “No, physiological, psychological, neurological, ups and downs I go through is not me. The intention of what I want to be is ME.” Just remembrance.
I give this as the 1st initiation to all the participants who want to come to Kumbh Mela and have that Shuddhadvaitam experience. Last few days I was telling: I will initiate all the participants to Shuddhadvaitam into a meditation process and prepare you all to receive and to express those 70 various initiations. Please understand, this is the 1st initiation. Everyone who wants to come to the Shuddhadvaitam Process and everyone, even if you are not going to come to the Shuddhadvaitam Process you don’t need to miss this initiation, receive it. Simple, very simple, declare to yourself, declare with whom the people you are living, your family and team, put it in your Facebook, Twitter, put a small board near your bed, outside your room, if you want outside your house; I am just what my intention to be, other than that any physiological, psychological, neurological, ups and downs I go through is not me, that is not me, that cannot affect my intention of what I want to be. What I want to be is me. Declare this. Go on remembering it. The more remembrance, more it will beautiful, sweet part of your life. This will become undercurrent of your life.
Understand, spirituality should be practiced sweetly, casually in a relaxed way as an undercurrent of your life. It is not a part-time job, that few minutes a day you blow your nose in some special way and you do some kriya, something awakens, some snake comes up on your head, no.
Understand, it is simple cognitive shift. I am not saying you are not the body, I am saying you are body also. I am not saying you are not the body, I am saying you are body also. Means: you are something more than that. The neurological, physiological, psychological, ups and downs you go through is not end of you or you, you are something more than all of that. You are something more than all of that. I initiate every one of you into this Truth from the very space I received from Mahadeva, Arunagiri Yogishwara, receive it. Today declare it. You can even declare it more clearly; what is your intention to become. It can be anything, it can be Shivoham, or Sada Shivoham, or Nithyanandoham, up to you. Whatever you want to be, and it does not need to be restricted only to a spiritually, enlightenment side, because I said Sadashiva, Mahadeva blessed me, thathastu. You can describe, as you want, your intention of what you want to become is you. So you can customize your intention of what you want to become and declare it. You can even make this as a grass, down to earth, ground level spiritual practice. If you declare your intention to become Shivoham, whenever you find time, even if it’s 5 minutes, sit and keep a paper and go on writing — Shivoham. Don’t try to type and put auto repeat, no. That will not work. Write, write, write, so that you become clear with your intention. You can make it a grass level spiritual practice, till it becomes you cognition. I tell you it is not that difficult, because you have enough suffering in your life, they will remind you. Sufferings remind you that something is not right. The moment you think something is not right, you will seek the solution, solution is — what you want to be. Intention is you, any other suffering, up, down, psychologically, physiologically, neurologically is not you, that is not you, that cannot touch you.
You always think; now everything is going well, now I believe this Truth, but when I have a real problem, will I be able to stand up to this Truth? Why do you always want to test and torture yourself and only then you will believe your capacity. If life tests you, let it test, then you will stand. Why should you already plan for testing yourself, which is not required. Take this as an initiation. I want to see this on everyone of your status on Twitter, and in your bedroom, outside your bedroom, as a small board—to remind yourself;smaranāt mukti, remembrance liberates. Remind yourself, you will see so much of your physiologically, psychologically, neurologically, ups and downs which binds you will disappear. Understand, you can never conquer depression, you can only make that irrelevant to you. You can never conquer suffering; you can only make suffering redundant to you, irrelevant to you. You can’t conquer it; you can only make it irrelevant. The moment you decide physiologically, psychologically, neurologically, ups and downs are not me, they cannot touch me, you make pain, bliss, suffering, joy, everything redundant. Whatever you know is only joy. When you make everything redundant, what remains with you is bliss. Make all your ups and downs redundant, irrelevant to you. Let it become irrelevant to you. Let depression not become fashion.
I will do a spiritual alchemy process with all of you to make this one Truth as your cognition, reality. Whatever Arunagiri Yogishwara did to me by infusing this Truth let that happen by His grace in its full form in every being here, to all of us.
Let Mahadeva, Sadashiva, become reality for all of us.