See, usually what happens when I fall into that samadhi is, kind of a light ball which assumed this body overtakes this body. Exactly if I have to describe, if I remember how I took this body, this form, I see very clearly, suddenly like a light ball, whatever I feel as me, landed into my mother’s umbilical cord. See when I landed, when that light ball landed, already my body was, I can say that, out of my mother’s womb. Maybe in this way I can put it, that umbilical cord has stretched the extent that the necessity to be in mother’s womb was no more. I do not know exactly physically I am out or not, the umbilical cord has become so stiff, the necessity to be in mother’s womb was not there anymore. So I remember very clearly, I landed on the umbilical cord only, then I just saw that I have a body and immediately had the vision of Arunachala, that hill. That’s all exactly happened.

I don’t know exactly when my physical eyes opened, when I physically happened in the planet earth; means the physical identification of or exact the physical time, chronological time, I am not able to scan. Because, as per the medical understanding after the child comes out of the body only the umbilical cord (becomes) is disconnected or no more necessity to be with mother’s womb happens. Because of that medical understanding only I said I was already out of mother’s womb. But when I scan inside, I don’t have any verification from the spiritual experience that whether my body was already out of mother’s womb or not. I only felt the necessity to be in mother’s womb was not there. At that moment only, that light assumed; it just hit the mothers, the umbilical cord and assumed this body. 

From that moment I know this body is there, which happened out of that light; intense light. If I describe, maybe light ball or something like that. So whenever I fall asleep I fall into that only; whenever I fall into samadhi I fall into that; that’s all. So all other superficial things happens like a jagrat swapna sushupti all are like a superficial. That is why all that three does not make any difference in the body.