Listen! It is the fear of the fear which makes you frightened, worrying about worrying makes you worried, anxiety about anxiety makes you anxious, the knowledge about knowledge makes you ecstatic. Listen! The fear of fear makes you frightened. The fear that there is some fear going to come makes you frightened. Anxiety about anxiety makes you anxious. The anxiety some anxieties may come makes you anxious now. Worry about the worry makes you worrying. The worry that some worries may come which you will not be able to handle, makes you worrying now. I tell you, knowledge about the knowledge going to come makes you knowledgeable now. Bliss about the bliss going to come makes you blissful now. If you know the end of your game is not fear, not anxiety, not worrying, the end of your game is going to be bliss, Shivoham, it makes you blissful immediately!
What you believe as end of your game, if you believe you are going to end in the worst anxiety, death, it makes you anxious now itself. If you believe you are going to end in fear, it makes you fearful now itself. If you know you are going to end in Shivoham, till then you can’t end, it makes you blissful now itself. Knowing the intoxication of being Shiva, trance of being Shiva, bliss of being Shiva, only in that space you can end, till then you have to keep going, going, going, everything else comes will pass, that clarity itself – ‘any day I am going to end only in bliss.’ – that itself makes you blissful immediately, understand! Whatever you strongly believe is going to be the end, you start tasting that now itself. Whatever you strongly believe is where you are going to land up, you start experiencing that now itself. ‘Any one day you are going to end up in suffering only!’, this statement makes so much sense for you. ‘Any one day you are going to only end up in Shivoham!’ this statement doesn’t make much sense. That is where the whole problem is; that is the pattern.
I tell you, thinking that there will be some fears you will not be able to handle, frightens you now. Thinking there may be some worries in the future you will not be able to handle makes you worrying now. Thinking that there will be some anxieties you will not be able to handle then makes you anxious now. But knowing there is Shivabodha, knowing the bliss of being Shiva is waiting for you, that is your life, that is your end, that is your goal, if you fall you will fall only into that, knowing that makes you experience the intoxication of being Shiva now! Delusion, the wrong beliefs, stops you from intoxication of being Shiva. Initiation melts them down and makes you experience the intoxication of being Shiva. Kundalini is the injection. Kundalini Shakthi is the injection to give you that bliss of being Shiva which is given to you by the initiation, the touch.