When you feel the past is great and the fear of death dissolves, you will not be afraid of changes. A being who is not afraid of changes enjoys the glorious future!

The happening of physical death, the happening of the present dying and becoming past, the happening of new birth, the happening of future being born – all these happen in the same frequency and the cognition with which you operate your life.

Most of the so-called developed countries are large scale prisons where you just concur with the established system. If you think in a very immature and powerless way, with binary logic, about your birth, death, past and future, you will live a superficial life. Anyone who receives powerful cognitions on birth, death, past and future gets an enlightened life. Anyone who experiences the cosmic legal opinion about life, death, past and future, lives a very intense life.

Life is not about what you do, it is about what you experience about life. When I say life is not about what you do, I mean, life is not about your career, or money you made, or the brand you built for yourself, or your furniture, or for what you are well known. All this is “lifestyle related” not “life” related. Lifestyle is different from life.

All our spiritual practice is only to detox. It cannot give enlightenment. Spiritual practices are only for detoxing and purifying yourself so that when the guru pours energy into you, you can hold it and manifest it.

Lifestyle is different from life. Early morning, when you wake up, what kind of powerfulness you feel about your existence, that is life! What kind of powerfulness you feel about your death, birth, past, future is your life.

The last few days I was talking about planning and planting the future.

Your death, your past, your birth, your future, all the four are enjoyed by you through the same prism called your Prajna (your individual consciousness). If you feel your death is going to take away lots of things from you and you are terrorized, afraid, don’t know what to do, the same exact way you feel about your past, if you are threatened, terrorized, afraid about your birth, you will have exactly the same thing about your future.

The most valuable part of you is the consciousness, powerfulness that you raise through marana smarana. What is triggered in you by remembrance of death, you should go through that and you will become a powerful personality, Prajna for yourself.

If you feel very calm, cool, comfortable, mature about your death: “I know whatever I am integrated to, and that cannot be taken away from me”, then your self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial, what is called SDHD, does not have power over you to steal your conscious treasure.

For example – if you have done sincere Shiva Puja and enjoyed vegetarian satvic diet everyday, suddenly, your SDHD cannot take away the powerful cognitions and powers from you. It may cloud it but not take it away.

I made a statement: life has nothing to do with what you do, it has something to do with what you experience.

With your powerful conscious understanding, when you are cool, calm, meditating, you will feel “I know when death comes, I will hold Swamiji’s hand and spend time with him alone. “ this is the way you will feel, where there is no fear instigated inside remembering death.

What Marana Smarana meaning ‘remembrance of death’, kindles in you, is your natural organic existence. If you complete with the marana smarana’s powerlessness, you will feel so much of powerfulness about your past.

The concepts, cognitions, ideas you carry about death, will naturally intensely reflect on your past. You will feel the same about your past.

What I am talking today is like I am mapping the Satya loka’s truths in the format or formula for the binary logic mind. The multidimensional logic, I am mapping onto your binary logic mind because almost 99% of your mind functions in binary logic.

I only want a little patience. Just don’t hate me, don’t abuse me. With the grace of Paramashiva and Kalabhairava, I commit, I will make this whole understanding into you and liberate you.

You don’t need spiritual practice. Just come with me step by step. I will make this into powerful cognitions for you and break the knots step by step.

Enlightenment is all about how you decide to feel about you. If marana smarana (remembrance of death), triggers insecurity and uncertainty, fears, pains such as, “how will my death be? Will I commit suicide, will it be through an accident….?”, be clear your whole life is useless. Spend time and evolve as a mature being for yourself. The biggest asset a being can have is a mature, joyful, vacation mood when you remember your death! Remembering your death should give you the vacation mood: “aye! I am just going to be with Swamiji upon my death. I don’t need to do office work or sangha work!

If marana smarana gives you a relieved feeling, your cognitions about your past also will be light. You can feel your past as hell and heaven. Normally, you will have enough facts to argue and come to the conclusion as to whether your whole past was hell or heaven.

Paramashiva reveals: Kaala is time. The wheel gets the bump whenever you have undigestable, intolerable, negative possibility. For example, some people can tolerate anything in life, even poverty, but not sickness. Some will tolerate anything but don’t want to lose their husband or wife or son. Some can tolerate anything, but have fear of jail. Some can tolerate anything and have no fear of jail, disease, poverty, losing house, losing spouse, but they cannot handle the morning without a cup of coffee.

Something which triggers you, gives you a panic attack that imbalances your Prajna, your existence, that is the bump for the Kaalachakra to roll smoothly. Marana smarana will point out what it is that makes you lose your Prajna, your existence.

There are some people who are ready to lose anything but not the house they are living in. Some are ready to lose everything but not any parts of body in any accident. Some are ready to lose anything but not ready to get imprisoned. Like this, each one has some trigger point which makes you fall out of your Prajna, balance of your existence. Marana smarana triggers that.

You all should do marana smarana and trigger that pain point and heal it once for all. You just have to poke that tumor and pus should come out. Understand: what can be done about the pus being there? Nothing can be done! Just do it!

If the pus is taken out, even if you collapse for 2 – 3 days, nothing wrong, but don’t go for any other alternative diverting addictive methods. Face the marana smarana with boldness and courage. Anyone who faces marana smarana boldly and courageously gets a beautiful and powerful Prajna. Like how the celebrities take care of their body parts and looks, same way, you have to carefully build your Prajna, individual consciousness for yourself.

The most valuable part of you is the consciousness, powerfulness that you raise through marana smarana. What is triggered in you by remembrance of death, you should go through that and you will become a powerful personality, Prajna for yourself.

What I am talking is ‘knowledge’ for an onlooker. But for all my disciples, what I am talking is ‘a boon’. I am giving you the commitment, so you boldly do marana smarana. You will not fall into depression, you will identify what is the pain point you have which is stopping your maturity. Even if you fall into fever or shiver for one or two days, it is ok.

Now Bheeshma parva is coming. Bheesma parva is the beautiful time to die. I am not asking you to die. “my devotee never perish”. Neither will you die, nor will you be destroyed.

I want you to do marana smarana to strengthen your inner space. When you do this, you will become so beautiful. Whoever has done marana smarana, comes to terms with marana smarana, I will fall in love with you! If you want your guru to be in love with you, just do one thing: build a mature being through marana smarana.

For example, when you remember about your death, you might feel: “oh god, I don’t know why Swamiji is asking me to remember about my death. There are so many beautiful things to think about…I am ok if death happens smoothly, but if accident happens, if I lose parts of my body….

When you do marana smarana, the first thing is: nothing wrong will happen to you. All my disciples should know clearly, marana smarana will make you beautiful. Marana smarana will make your liver very actively involved with your life. All kinds of fears will raise in you. You need to know, all your fears are more like drug addiction or the delusion coming down, not real ‘fact-fact’.

This is the boon I am giving to my disciples. There are certain levels of toxins in your body. The levels of toxins decides the panic attack and the level of “feeling terrorized” in you. As long as the quantity of those toxins is left in your system, that much your life will have the cheap low quality. Anyone can frighten you, anyone can make you piss in the pants.

The greatest Paramashiva’s grace I have is, nobody can frighten me. Even if I am touching the feet of a donkey, I know it is for the sake of my mission. I am giving more importance for the mission than the donkeys. So when I say, “let us move on with the mission and not bother about these donkeys,” it doesn’t mean I am afraid of the donkeys!

From the time I was born, this is my lifestyle, “shock everyone and make it happen!” this is the brand of Nithyananda! Nobody in Tiruvannamalai thought I will continue my journey after my gurus passed away. I was a 17-year old minor boy when Kuppammal passed away. I came from polytechnic and did all the last rituals like Linga Pratistha and all.

They put me on the Sarvajnapeetha, finished all their spiritual responsibilities. Before Isakki swamigal left the body, the gurus finished what was needed ritualistically. The remaining things like, before leaving what they needed to impart – Kuppammal and Raghupati Yogi did by the time I was 16. Nobody thought I will take my life seriously in the spiritual path.

My family was shocked. Only one or two people who knew me thoroughly, like my grandfather, was not shocked. But even he was insistent I should not leave Tiruvannamalai, and that he would build an ashram for me there. I shocked the people who resisted my sanyas, I shocked people who did not have confidence in my sanyas, I shocked the people who thought I will not survive outside Tiruvannamalai, I shocked all the groups! I took it seriously and made it happen! By 1999 I made it and by 2000, I started the ashram!

I was given sanyas and I started the Chaturmasya vrata when I was three years old. They declared: I am an incarnation. The 230th Guru Mahasannidhanam was asking advice from Kanchi Paramacharya: what all should be done to make me gloriously presented to the world. Kanchi paramacharya wanted that I have maximum number of Chaturmasyas as a record. We have documents, evidences and people who have heard all these conversations directly! The 230th sannidhanam was happy that I was born in his community. Paramacharya told him to teach me Sanskrit also, not just Tamil, and to teach me Vedanta also, not just Siddhanta. He said, “don’t think of keeping him only in your mutt. He will revive many more mutts.”

Sannidhanam followed the advice of Paramacharya. By the time I was 10, they put me on the Sarvajnapeetha and started training me as the Peetathipati. You can see the pictures of me sitting in the Shivajnana Golukatchi, sitting like the Guru Mahasannidanams, sitting in front of Panchamukham!

Kuppammal even gave a clear paper written about Isakki Swamigal, herself and me. She took a picture in the same place, and with the documentation she handed over the place to me.

Nobody thought I will ever make it. By the grace of Paramashiva, I made it. The only reason is, by the grace of Paramashiva, nobody could make me shiver.

Marana smarana will free you from all fears. You will be going on creating right strategies. If you don’t have fears inside, that is like you are absolutely loving yourself. You will see how the external attacks happen on you. You will not be wasting time on internal fights. Fear is nothing but internal fighting. Fear is the “sleeping cell” of your enemy in your consciousness.

The sleeping cell of your enemies inside you is your fear! My enemies do not know how to agitate me, they do not have their sleeper cell inside me, there is no shivering in me; I am absolutely focused on the goal!

Mark this statement: your enemies’ sleeper cell inside your consciousness is your fear. By marana smarana, remembrance of death consciously and facing all the fears, you will change altogether the quality of metal out of which you are made.

The ultimate alchemy – Jnana rasavadam – will happen with the love of the guru. Especially when I am telling you, “to all my disciples, I am telling you, because I love you, I am asking you to do marana smarana,” it will happen. Why will I put you in depression? I really love you! With my support and initiation, do marana smarana. Sometimes you will feel I am there to raise you and support you to kailasa, sometimes you may feel I am giving knowledge and supporting you – anything is ok. But even if you feel, ‘Swamiji may dump me and ignore me’ and you are afraid of losing the bigger support of life – that is also one more stupid fear. Losing guru is also one of the biggest fears you carry. Because I love you, even your fear of losing me is one more stupid fear.

The amount of fear is the amount of toxins you have. It has nothing to do with reality or facts.

How much of possibility of snakes biting you is there? Almost 0.000000000%. But how many people see snakes in all kind of states – waking, dreaming, and even while scrolling on the facebook page, they won’t touch the photo of the snake on the screen! Marana smarana will liberate you from the stupidity, from the junk that you are carrying from your past.

Life is all about what you are doing to others, not what you feel about yourself. This statement may seem contradicting. It may seem to be folly logic. I have seen people, they will do all kinds of fantasizing and imagining of 6 pack body and healthy living. But when it comes to the time of eating, everything is forgotten!

Marana smarana will break tonnes of pains and frustrations like: feeling of unloved, unattended, ungrounded, don’t know what I am, don’t know what will happen to me, how will I evolve, deep feeling of you failed your life, or your life failed you – that is the biggest crisis! The sleeper cell of enemies inside you is your fear!

The second statement I made: “life is all about what you do to others, not what you feel about yourself.” by this I mean, drop the constant selfishness and plans to pamper yourself. Get out of your shell. Go on supporting, contributing, enriching. Even in your profession, career, become a workaholic, nothing wrong. If you are wiping people’s shoes, teaching, working in a bank, in an it company, or trying to help the world be a better place, become a workaholic. You will see you become a different metal.

Marana smarana will destroy selfishness. It will bring right cognitions about yourself and less feeling about yourself. Powerlessness and selfishness is one and the same. The person who does not have right cognitions about himself will be so selfish.

Active and contributing to others’ life happens with marana smarana. If you do marana smarana, the greatest boon given is Paramashiva, because he is the embodiment of marana smarana. Ishana, Paramashiva, Rudra, Shiva is the embodiment of marana smarana. Because of that He is the ultimate giver. He goes on giving.

Everything I said is too important. I have revealed from the akashic records. 

A powerless man will be so selfish. He will feel loaded about the past. He will feel terrorized about the future, meaning he can’t handle even a small change. You should be a man who is enjoying wide and wild changes. For the last 2 years, I have stayed almost in one room, just giving satsang and sitting in samadhi. By the grace of Paramashiva, I am going to be doing grand world tours from next month. I am excited! I am not addicted to sitting in one room. Same way, if Paramashiva’s grace needs me to sit in one room and give satsang, I will do for any number of years.

There used to be a time when at 6 am I would start the Kalpataru program and till 8 pm the next morning I will be giving the Kalpataru Darshan. Then I would travel to the next city. Only in the three hours travel in the car, I will eat and sleep! I did this not just for one or two days, but day in and day out. I was thronged by thousands of Sanyasis, Brahmacharis, Brahmacharinis. But I was not addictive to that lifestyle. When the situation demanded, I started just sitting in one room, all alone – giving Satsang and being in Samadhi. I am neither addicted to the glorious crowded life nor to the seclusive life. I am ready to face any wide or wild changes of the future. This is the guts, the courage for new births.

If you want a glorious future, be ready for wide wild changes. It will bring only auspiciousness. Everything will only happen in the right way. Like I said, nothing falls apart, everything only falls in place. Things falls apart for a person terrorized in fear, everything falls in place for a man who is integrated to Paramashiva.

Marana smarana shakes and makes you drop all the rust and dust. The whole toxins melt down. When the toxins melt down, you will not feel the past as a load or curse. Anyone who wants to feel hope about the future, should feel, “the best or good has happened in the past and nothing wrong has happened. Everything has added up and everything has enriched me in some way or the other.” when you feel that way, it means the marana smarana has attained completion.

When we energize huge sized Deities, you need to put mercury under the deities in the Garbha mandir. There are many process for energizing. One is through mercury. I have used mercury in India. Outside India it is not legal so I have not used mercury. Just by energizing, it should turn from liquid to solid. There is another method of energizing which is by going on adding gold. The gold will melt into the mercury and at one point, it will become so saturated, no more gold can be added to melt into the mercury and it will be an altogether different metal at that time!

If you add marana smarana into your being, remembrance of death, so much of shaking, detox will happen. At one point you will become a different metal altogether. You will feel a kind of joy, stability. You will feel the whole past was great or good. There will be no question of “anything was bad”. Then you get some kind of courage, hope for the future.

The greatest renunciation is renouncing the delusion that ‘the past was wrong, the past is a load, it was so immature, shivering’ and having panic attacks about change.

Life is for people who celebrate change, not just tolerate it. You may think, ‘how can marana smarana be related to planting and manifesting my future’. What you feel about your past is the feeling you have about your life. If you feel very sweet and nice about the past, you will start contributing to people’s life so much.

I feel so much love, care, and a feeling of being attended deeply inside me in my past by all my gurus and next by my disciples. This feeling gives me tremendous energy and inspiration, feeling supported. That gives me energy to work for the future. I am clear, I am going to be working for all of you day in and out. I am not only going to be celebrating the wide wild changes, I am going to be working day in and out for you.

I am currently evolving people who feel that past is a blessing, and either it was great or good, and that there is nothing wrong in it. With that kind of people who are in completion with themselves and life and the world, I can easily make them manifest kailasa.

When you are filled with sexual hormones to the brim, fear or lust will have power over you. When the hormone is released, you will see that neither have power over you. Same way, in the dream, if you see the restroom and you feel like going to the restroom, it is a trap! It means, if your bladder is full, it can manifest a whole restroom in your dream and make you feel safe and comfortable for you to relieve yourself.

If your hormones are full, it will make you act and function out of fear or greed. When the hormones are released, you see the reality is different! Life is all about powerful cognitions you have inside, and the contributions you are doing to the world. It has nothing to do with the fears. By showing fear, people are not going to feel cute about you. They will either tease you, or forget you and exploit you. Fear is emotional shit. Fear is nothing but the toxic shit sitting in your lower intestine. All you need is marana smarana and detoxification, that’s it! With all my feeling of love and responsibility for all of you, I am telling all of you to do marana smarana and consciously face death.

You should never ever contemplate suicide. Suicide is the worst sin in hinduism. You can’t even think of suicide. Marana smarana is not about thinking of suicide. It is about contemplating on facing the fears when you are thinking about death.

One of my sanyasis has asked, “can death be contemplated even in the level of identity?” to her I am replying, “sit and contemplate where all you broke your integrity with the guru, complete with your guru, realign with your guru, bring back the integrity, love, feeling-connection to the guru. Deep integrity and groundedness with guru takes care of everything.

The future is what you feel about the past. What you feel about the past only is going to manifest as the future. If you feel glorious, joyful about the past, that is what you are going to manifest as your future. If you feel terrorized, shaken, beaten, pained by the past, you are going to manifest that as future.

Two statements:

Your life has nothing to do with what you do, it is about what you experience.
Life is everything about what you are contributing to others, not what you are feeling about you.

Both might look paradoxical. But if you contemplate, both statements mean different level truths. In the first statement, when I say ‘you’, I am talking about consciousness. In the second statement ‘you’ is the selfish ‘me, me, me, me – powerlessness’.

If you understand both statements, you will understand that both mean the same. Through both statements I am revealing the same truth. I want all of you to do Jeevartha sadas today.

With this process, I want to break all the fears and take away all the toxins from your system. Fear is just physical toxin. Don’t believe what stupid society taught you. Fear is simple toxin sitting in your lower intestine. Detox yourself.

When you feel the past is great and the fear of death dissolves, you will not be afraid of changes. A being who is not afraid of changes enjoys the glorious future. These are all cosmic laws. Take all this as the cosmic legal opinion and just manifest all of this. You don’t need any separate spiritual practice.

source: fb.com/srinithyananda.swami

5 thoughts on “When you feel the past is great and the fear of death dissolves, you will not be afraid of changes. A being who is not afraid of changes enjoys the glorious future!

  1. This site is AWESOME, a beautiful way to share Bhagavan’s teachings. This is organised and beautifully presented. Hats off to whoever thought about this and making it happen.


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