- Depression is withdrawal from Life.
- Depression nothing but violence and arrogance towards Life.
- Enriching is the way to become more integrated and authentic.
Cognizing your life and decisions based on just these few truths, these few facts, is what I call “Space of Advaitha”. Everything is you. Whether you call everything is a joy addition to you, whether you call everything is a problem added to you, whether you feel everything is lead in your life to further you, or a load to your life to stop you from furthering – listen – whether you feel everything which comes around you, the people, things, situations, everything is a lead happening in your life to further you, expand you, make you successful, or you feel everything coming around your life is a load happening, both are Advaitha! Understand, whether you feel life is a lead or a load, Advaitha is a fact! If you understand everything is you, naturally you will work now in the space of, ‘Then I am responsible. How can I make everything around me as a lead instead of as a load?’
Understand, when you know everything around you is you, you will have tremendous compassion and sympathy and not to give up on people. How will you give up on? You will not even have the arrogance to give up on! Giving up on is nothing but arrogance! That Kalabhairava beats left and right, smashes! Kalabhairava is highly allergic to arrogance. The moment he sees the arrogant people, he starts sneezing. His sneeze is thunder….lightning and thunder! When Kalabhairava sneezes, it is lightning and thunder! Giving up on others is arrogance, please understand.
Please understand, you being not sure about you does not come by ignorance; it comes by arrogant choice. That is the main thing you need to know. There are some powerlessness which come to you by ignorance. For example, not knowing how Rahu is moving in your life. When Rahu and Shani are together, and Guru is not supporting it, you should not start any initiatives. So, if you start without knowing this, powerlessness comes to you by ignorance; that is forgivable….that is forgivable. The solution is, you have to get somebody who knows that science, try to get their advice, guidance. Even if you don’t get, it is forgivable powerlessness. But, there are some things, some powerlessness out of choice, arrogance, not out of ignorance; but you choose to be powerless. That is internally having the knowledge and not living it, applying it. Please listen! If there are some external reasons, cosmological reasons, at least you can accept ignorance. But much of the internal powerlessness is arrogant choice. Not being sure about yourself is arrogant choice.
The choice you take, the dilemma you suffer, the depression you build, the dilemma you suffer, the depression you build is like a wax house, wax bungalow. Don’t ever think the Pandavas are going to die in it! It is the fellow who built it who is going to die in it, not the Pandavas. Not being sure about you is sin, crime, “Atma Hathya” (suicide), destroying yourself. Read More
You will never do anything, but you think you are qualified for everything! You will never take responsibility, but you think you can boss around everyone. I tell you, this mental setup puts you in Indraloka where constant insecurity. You may think, ‘Wow! Indraloka is great! I can drink Somarasa, see the dance of Rambha, Menaka, Urvashi, Tilottama, go around and smell the flowers of Parijata, rest under the Kalpavruksha, drink the milk of Kamadhenu…’ No! You need to know, Heaven is constantly under threat! So, when you build arrogance and show powerfulness outside, but inside you are powerless, because comparison itself is a attitude born out of powerlessness. Inside you are deeply powerless, outside you constantly show you are powerful. Literally, you will be like Indra! Indra’s space is the most cursed space. Indra’s space is like a sugar-coated, bitter pill! Outside constantly he has to show with all the rathna, kireeda simhasana, gaana, gandharva, natya, chitra vidyadhara, but inside he will carry so much of powerlessness! That is why constantly Heaven is shaken. I tell you, if you are caught in the pattern of comparing yourself with the people whom you think are lower than you, you will develop so much of arrogance, pride, inauthenticity; you will never take the responsibility; you will never live the life of enriching yourself and others; but you will go on using all your energy to question, ‘Why he is not authentic? Why he is not dedicated? Why he is like this? Why he is like this?’
I tell you, allowing the Master to enrich you is the best way of enriching yourself.
If you don’t enrich yourself, no one can save you. If you enrich yourself, whatever you touch will be successful.
Arrogance is the most powerful, cunning method which shows all the inauthenticity, irresponsibility you have on others. And you go on comparing yourself with others, abusing others. In this way, you abuse yourself and destroy yourself! Unless you get out of it, only when you enrich yourself with responsibility, you can become authentic again. I tell you, when you carry this pride and arrogance, comparing yourself with others whom you think are lower than you, your health will collapse. Be aware! Only when you collapse, fall down, you will start looking into what is the real mistake, ‘Where did I go wrong?’ But now, I am telling you, this is the warning from the Guru! Wake up! Don’t allow this pattern to settle in you. Complete with it. Your immature arrogance, before it destroys your health irreparably, wake up! I tell you, the second pattern is more worse than the first pattern, because in the first pattern you will have only psychological damages which is easily repairable. This arrogance, pride pattern damages your body, your body structure, your inner organs. Not only that, you will have so much of hatred for yourself. You will not even feel like repairing yourself; you will just only want to give up on you, because in arrogance you will always feel you are doing too much.
I am giving you the post-mortem report of arrogance. I have almost one million post-mortem reports of different patterns, because I went through all of that before getting enlightened. Before getting enlightened you need to go through all types of patterns and get the post-mortem reports. Only then you can become Paramahamsa. Because you need this knowledge to help your disciples. Only then you are certified as Paramahamsa. So, Mahavatar Baba saw all the millions of post-mortem reports I had of different mental patterns, and only then he blessed me, “Paramahamsa”. Understand, I am giving you the post-mortem report of this arrogance pattern. It will give you the idea you are doing too much, but outcome will be nothing. Nothing will be the outcome.
In real powerfulness, you will do so much, but you will never feel you are doing so much. I tell you honestly, with all my Integrity and Authenticity I tell you, I feel my whole day is so free, I can do more and more and more. I really feel I am not doing anything. Every night when I sit to fall into Samadhi, I feel, ‘What is this? I have not done anything today!’
One of the natural tendencies for you is comparing yourself with others. And, whether you compare yourself with the people whom you think higher than you or whom you think lower than you, you are going to fall into the space of powerlessness. If you compare yourself with the people whom you think higher than you, you will fall into the powerless space of guilt, giving up on you, the idea you are not worthy enough; you will fall into all these powerless spaces. If you compare yourself with people whom you think who are lower than you, again you will fall into the superiority complex, arrogance, which is also powerlessness.
Please understand, at least in guilt you will be powerless and you will know you are powerless. In arrogance and superiority complex, which usually comes to you if you have gone to Business School. No, I have seen in my experience, all the fellows, the business schools somehow destroy people. Even among my sannyasis I have seen, fellows who have gone to Business Schools, so arrogant, abusive about everyone, about everything. In arrogance, the biggest problem is you will be in powerless space, but you will not even know you are powerless; you will be thinking you are powerful. The fellows who are in guilt, the moment they hit the psychological problem, they will realize they are in the space of powerlessness. The fellows who are arrogant, only when they hit the physical problem, only when their health breaks down, they will understand they are in powerless space. All these Business School fellows carrying arrogance, superiority, violence, they will never realize they live in powerlessness, they live in powerless space. Their health will collapse; then they will start realizing. ‘something is wrong. Why?’
I tell you, whether you compare yourself with people whom you think are higher than you or you think are lower than you, you are in the space of powerlessness and you are destroying yourself. And you are going to destroy yourself unless you raise yourself, unless you complete with yourself.
I wanted to share a very important truth with you all. I was meditating, contemplating on what is the one important truth I need to share with people, really, really, really helping them to enrich themselves and others. Kaalabhairava has revealed that this one truth is enough; that is, “you don’t need to accept, but stop resisting”! Please understand, you don’t need to accept, but stop resisting. You may or may not accept, but stop resisting. Whatever you resist in your life, the memory of resistance stops your Kundalini awakening.
Kaalabhairava revealed today early morning very beautifully to me! Usually, that early morning time is the downloading time for me, to teach. Every day satsangh, whatever subject I’m talking, it happens in that early morning downloading! And thanks to this hand, early morning it doesn’t allow me to sleep. It wakes me up. No pain, but it asks for my attention. And I was just sitting, I had only one question in my space, contemplating: What is it that can make human-beings enrich themselves and others? Kaalabhairava revealed that this is the foremost truth! He said this should be taught with more importance, even prior to Integrity, Authenticity! I was shocked! ‘Oh, God!’
For example, if you are resisting, if you are constantly afraid of a disease…..I am not saying accept, like ‘Alright, if that disease comes, what can be done?’ No! Then you will trigger the fear and you will trigger another pattern: ‘If I am constantly meditating on this disease, it may come on me!’ You may trigger other complications. I am not saying accept; all I am saying is decide not to resist. Decide, whenever the fear of that disease comes, you are not going to resist.
Please listen! If you are afraid of poverty, I am not saying accept poverty. No! Accepting poverty is like going back in your life. No! I am not saying that! All I am trying to tell you is, don’t resist poverty. Whenever the thought of poverty happens in you, do not resist.
I tell you, in India, these engineers, Public Works Department people who plan for roads, bridges, these fellows never visit the site. Sitting in the office in the AC, they see the map and finalize the plan, freeze it and approve it. Only the people who have to work on the ground, when they go there, they find suddenly a big hole in the place where the road has to happen. Now, because of that big hole, you cannot build a road, you have to build only a bridge! Otherwise, where they have a bridge, you will see a beautiful flat land. You don’t need to build a bridge there, you need a road! On the center of the road, some important, monumental protected, archaeological monument temple will be standing! And you know one funny thing, these fellows had made a road exactly in the middle of our banyan tree! There is a law in this country, if any tree is more than hundred years old, you can’t touch it. Then we had to write to them, made them understand, made somebody come here and see, and then they stopped. Our tree was saved. No, it really happened, I think in 2006!
Please understand this example: with this example, I wanted you to understand a very important truth. How these guys don’t go to the spot and decide the details, same way how they sit inside the office itself in the air-condition and finish all the decisions from the beginning to the end, they already see that they have a road and cars and other vehicles are moving without even seeing the ground. You have the same pattern of without entering into life trying to have a sketch of a complete life, which is arrogance! Please understand, I am defining arrogance. Read More